Jude been place under my parent care during weekday for the past 2 weeks. While Manfred pretty much taken care by my pil.
Guilt strike me for I don’t get to see Jude on daily basis. I worried he will not adjust well. But he seem pretty ok except mum say Jude did mention once he wants to go bak to his yie yie (grandpa) house.
It’s a struggle to not see Jude, but I don’t want to place
Jude in kindie yet and I do not want to let go of my current “job”. Which I enjoy it so much, and I get so much sense of fulfillment doing it.
I went through quite an emotional turmoil as I practically couldn’t sleep well thinking of Jude. 😦 Heheh so today I suck big time, I decided to bring him back this week, bless hope my pil can cope for a day. I still will place Jude at my parents later becoz I think it’s less stressful for my pil, and my parent really could enjoy jude’s company. Myself? Buried myself in work for coming 4months time, I got dateline and lots of personal goal to achieve.