Defeated

Every single person, every mom, every now and then, occasionally experience this….

The feeling of defeated…..

No matter how hard we try to stay strong,

no matter how hard we try to just go with the flow,

No matter how hard we try to be patient,

No matter how….

once in a while, we just have to break down, surrender, and just admit that “I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE!!!!!” *Buried head in pillow*

Today is one of those day. I couldn’t look him in his eyes… I screamed so much…..I got so mad……. I was sobbing and eventually started break down and just cry………..

The boys were sweet, one said”mummy I am sorry…” another just hug me and keep patting me…. none of them have idea what happen to mummy… but they just extended their care and love to me…

Then I say sorry to them for being a lousy mom… and they gladly replied:” I forgive you mummy…”

*wwwoooooooowaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa*

cry even louder………………

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