I’m sure I’m not alone. I’m sure every mom every now and then, feel guilty.. Feel having not done enough… I do.
Whenever Jude throw tantrum, whines over every little thing, whines when we go park,
Whines we didn’t get to go park… I felt guilty.. Cause I know he was simply seeking attention of being youngest and cutest before N came along……
Whenever M sits quietly by himself, waiting patiently for me to settle his brother, I felt guilty. I felt guilty cause I think I’m not a good mom to deserve an understanding boy.
Whenever M reads and reads and draw and draw, I feel guilty, cause i know it strains his eyes… And I know he does it to please me.. (He says that sometimes)
I feel guilty when M tells me he won’t eat certain food cause its junk food and he rather choose a healthy snack… He did it cause that’s what we told him and he diligently follow and listen to us….
Yes, I have M whom never have problems I obeying given right reason,
And I have J whom challenge every single rules we set despite himself knowing well of whysssssss but simply object us to piss us off….
And I feel
Guilty about that… How’s that?