I am a control freak. I like things to be within my control, it gives me sense of security knowing things will be alright as “planned”.
So when things did not happened the way I “expected” or planned to be, I get pretty upset.
Well, a person whom got something to learn will somehow learn something. In desperation, I have to learn to let go. For the first time in my life, I am letting go of control in many things in my life. I am learning to break free, not to let things burden me or stop me from feeling happy or live life happily.
I wake up each day knowing and praying that God will provide in His own way, I go to bed each day thanking Lord that I get another day extra and pray for another day more… 1step at a time, 1thing at a time, I know God has planned for when the “time” will come.
Dear lord, come to my aid for you are my only saviour.